11/03/2010

its being a while sinz i hd a hard drnk @ nyt .. but sinz my illness has decreasd um allow 2 hv lil alchol .. i guess ..
i am vth my glass of rum ... huh funny
i rem jAk sparrow.... y da ol rum is gOne ..
but i hv notng 2 lauf @ ...
i tryd wt u tryn babe .. but it desnt mke my pain go away .. it mkes me cry evn more
.... y ppl juding me by seen me .. hpe sumday u vl undestand me .. i love yu !

11/03/2010

its really hard 4 me 2 stay awake vthout tolkin 2 u n .. i cant go 2 slp ..
vthout knowing wt u up 2 .. ar u olrait .. hv u hd diner r not ? ar u feeling ok ?
stl vth da vodka ? oh stl hitn shwer @ nyt .. so mny things cmes 2 my mind ..
hw am i suppoz 2 slp ???
damn i knw dis is not da way ..
i dnt wna shw dis off .. i am raitn dis bcz i feel so lonely vth out hearn yr voiz .
I am sorry coz I cnt imagine my lyf vthot yu baba ...
its really hard n i knw u feel dA same .. wht v hd bewn us isnt sumtng
ecy 2 4get over a nyt r month ...
Sorry for each time I have hurt you i felt sad
dont tnk i didnt regret wt i did
but i was scared 2 tel yu da truth .. hw can i ??
now i knw wt ive done ..
i shud hv tld da whole truth frm da beginning ..
dats da stupidest thing ive evr done .. i cant nevr evr corect dat mystke ..
hw i am gna supoz 2 liv vth dAt ??

sorry sorry ...

It's been days and 1000 of hours
Since you gone away
I do notng every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone
I cant do whatever I want
you always on my mind
compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby
cant you 4gv me

I did not intend to hurt you
The way, I realize now, I did.
Your love means the world to me
And it always will.
I will do whatever it takes
To prove the same to you.
Ever since I met you
And your love enveloped my heart
I knew for sure that
A new chapter in my life would begin from the start.
Forgive me for the hurt I have brought.
I have tried making it up to you through each little chance I got.
it is really hard for me to do
You have my love for now and forever.

"Because Of You" lyrics

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)


Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah



If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side



You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

If You're Not The One lyrics

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Heaven In Your Eyes Lyrics ii

Open up
Your heart to me
And say what's on your mind
I know that we have been thorough so much pain
But I still need you in my life, this time

Chorus
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
And I know deep within my heart
It dosen't matter if it's wrong or right
And I see Heaven in your eyes

I figured out what to say to you
Sometimes the words come out all wrong
And I know in time you will understand
And what we had is so right this time

Chorus

All those endless times we tried
To make it last forevermore
And baby I know
I need you

I know deep within my heart
It dosen't matter if it's wrong or right
I see heaven

Chorus

'Cause I see heaven
In your eyes

Heaven in Your Eyes Lyrics

I can tell by the look in your eyes you've been hurtin'
You know I'll never let you down... oh no
And I'll try anything to keep it workin'
You gave me time to find out
What my heart was lookin' for
And what I'm feelin' inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes

Can't you see I'm finding it hard to let go
Oooh at all the heartaches
We've been through
I never really thought I'd see this love grow
But you helped me see
Now I know what my heart's been lookin' for
And what I'm feeling inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes

We've been livin' on the edge
Where only the strong survive
We've been livin' on the edge
And it's something that we just can't hide
Oh this feeling inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes
Ooh yeah I can see the heaven in your eyes
Oh baby I can see the heaven in your eyes
Oooh yeah heaven in your eyes, heaven in your eyes
Oh heaven in your eyes, heaven in your eyes
I can see the heaven, heaven in your eyes,
heaven in your eyes