i miss u sooo

I check my email my phone, day and night
Wishing with all my might,
That there's an email r a txt waiting to say,
i love you you are 4given ..
i know that is so selfish
but i have no life without u
My tears fall as all I see,
there ar forwards and junk mail waiting for me,
I cry as my heart slowly breaks,
I just don't know what to do,
Even though I know patience is all it takes,
I hope you are still trying and thinking of me,
But doubts take over as my hope starts to fade,
Part of me thinks I should just move on,
But I'm not ready to let go,
I want you and no one else,
I love you so much you know,
I'm sorry, I've tried to move on, I won't lie,
But thinking of my life without you just makes me cry,
I'll keep waiting but I can't put my life on hold,
I hope this doesn't sound cold,
I feel so alone it hurts,
Though I can't imagine how you feel,
I just wish so much that we can be real.
I feel like a foolish girl,
Waiting on a fantasy that will never come true,
Day in and day out you are on my mind,
You have all of me,
And I don't want to have to leave our love behind,
But as my faith fades into darkness,
I know only you can bring me light,
Put the sparkle back in my eyes and love back in my heart,
Though with no communication,
I die a little each day,
I have a million things that I want to say,
But we are too far apart,
So the only words that are in my thoughts,
Is I Love You in every way,
I'm still hoping you love me too,
Because here I am,
missing you baby !!