11/03/2010

its really hard 4 me 2 stay awake vthout tolkin 2 u n .. i cant go 2 slp ..
vthout knowing wt u up 2 .. ar u olrait .. hv u hd diner r not ? ar u feeling ok ?
stl vth da vodka ? oh stl hitn shwer @ nyt .. so mny things cmes 2 my mind ..
hw am i suppoz 2 slp ???
damn i knw dis is not da way ..
i dnt wna shw dis off .. i am raitn dis bcz i feel so lonely vth out hearn yr voiz .
I am sorry coz I cnt imagine my lyf vthot yu baba ...
its really hard n i knw u feel dA same .. wht v hd bewn us isnt sumtng
ecy 2 4get over a nyt r month ...
Sorry for each time I have hurt you i felt sad
dont tnk i didnt regret wt i did
but i was scared 2 tel yu da truth .. hw can i ??
now i knw wt ive done ..
i shud hv tld da whole truth frm da beginning ..
dats da stupidest thing ive evr done .. i cant nevr evr corect dat mystke ..
hw i am gna supoz 2 liv vth dAt ??