11/03/2010

its being a while sinz i hd a hard drnk @ nyt .. but sinz my illness has decreasd um allow 2 hv lil alchol .. i guess ..
i am vth my glass of rum ... huh funny
i rem jAk sparrow.... y da ol rum is gOne ..
but i hv notng 2 lauf @ ...
i tryd wt u tryn babe .. but it desnt mke my pain go away .. it mkes me cry evn more
.... y ppl juding me by seen me .. hpe sumday u vl undestand me .. i love yu !

11/03/2010

its really hard 4 me 2 stay awake vthout tolkin 2 u n .. i cant go 2 slp ..
vthout knowing wt u up 2 .. ar u olrait .. hv u hd diner r not ? ar u feeling ok ?
stl vth da vodka ? oh stl hitn shwer @ nyt .. so mny things cmes 2 my mind ..
hw am i suppoz 2 slp ???
damn i knw dis is not da way ..
i dnt wna shw dis off .. i am raitn dis bcz i feel so lonely vth out hearn yr voiz .
I am sorry coz I cnt imagine my lyf vthot yu baba ...
its really hard n i knw u feel dA same .. wht v hd bewn us isnt sumtng
ecy 2 4get over a nyt r month ...
Sorry for each time I have hurt you i felt sad
dont tnk i didnt regret wt i did
but i was scared 2 tel yu da truth .. hw can i ??
now i knw wt ive done ..
i shud hv tld da whole truth frm da beginning ..
dats da stupidest thing ive evr done .. i cant nevr evr corect dat mystke ..
hw i am gna supoz 2 liv vth dAt ??

sorry sorry ...

It's been days and 1000 of hours
Since you gone away
I do notng every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone
I cant do whatever I want
you always on my mind
compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby
cant you 4gv me

I did not intend to hurt you
The way, I realize now, I did.
Your love means the world to me
And it always will.
I will do whatever it takes
To prove the same to you.
Ever since I met you
And your love enveloped my heart
I knew for sure that
A new chapter in my life would begin from the start.
Forgive me for the hurt I have brought.
I have tried making it up to you through each little chance I got.
it is really hard for me to do
You have my love for now and forever.

"Because Of You" lyrics

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all)
It's all because of you
You're my sunshine, oh yeah

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then
you gave me love, I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you, yes I'd tell you (oh yeah)


Honestly could it be you and me
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so unreal
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you baby, oh yeah



If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind
(Make you understand)
The I'd always be there right by your side



You're my sunshine
You're my sunshine
Oh yeah

If You're Not The One lyrics

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know life so far away
But I know that its just a trip
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I'Ve build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Heaven In Your Eyes Lyrics ii

Open up
Your heart to me
And say what's on your mind
I know that we have been thorough so much pain
But I still need you in my life, this time

Chorus
And I need you tonight
I need you right now
And I know deep within my heart
It dosen't matter if it's wrong or right
And I see Heaven in your eyes

I figured out what to say to you
Sometimes the words come out all wrong
And I know in time you will understand
And what we had is so right this time

Chorus

All those endless times we tried
To make it last forevermore
And baby I know
I need you

I know deep within my heart
It dosen't matter if it's wrong or right
I see heaven

Chorus

'Cause I see heaven
In your eyes

Heaven in Your Eyes Lyrics

I can tell by the look in your eyes you've been hurtin'
You know I'll never let you down... oh no
And I'll try anything to keep it workin'
You gave me time to find out
What my heart was lookin' for
And what I'm feelin' inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes

Can't you see I'm finding it hard to let go
Oooh at all the heartaches
We've been through
I never really thought I'd see this love grow
But you helped me see
Now I know what my heart's been lookin' for
And what I'm feeling inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes

We've been livin' on the edge
Where only the strong survive
We've been livin' on the edge
And it's something that we just can't hide
Oh this feeling inside

In your eyes
I want to see your love again
In your eyes
I never want this feeling to end
It took some time to find the light
But now I realize
I can see the heaven in your eyes
Ooh yeah I can see the heaven in your eyes
Oh baby I can see the heaven in your eyes
Oooh yeah heaven in your eyes, heaven in your eyes
Oh heaven in your eyes, heaven in your eyes
I can see the heaven, heaven in your eyes,
heaven in your eyes

Take My Breath Away Lyrics

Watching every motion
In my foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones
Turning and returning
To some secret place to hide
Watching in slow motion
As you turn to me and say

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching every motion
In this foolish lover's game
Haunted by the notion
Somewhere there's a love in flames
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn my way and say

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

... 1st

there's nothing like that first kiss
when both the moment and the kiss feel perfect
nothing like seeing his eyes
feeling his warmth truly
of course each relationship has its moments
and you always want it to last
but only once will you actually believe yourself
when you say you want it to last forever

wn i am vth yu

In your arms,
I’m in my safe haven.
With you holding me tight,
I have no other craving.

All I need,
is that one look,
that says you’re always there,
Your eyes tell me,
that you'll love me everyday.
No matter what may come,
you'll be there to stay.

I tell you everything
but with a big lie inside .

Everything in my past,
with you I can forget it all.
I know I can trust you,
like my life

If only I could explain,
how much love I have for you.
Then maybe, just maybe
you'd feel it too.

12/02/2010

And it seems that I can't live a day without you
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
Tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go
Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

i love yu 4evR

Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives, our souls forever
The things that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we've earned.
The person that I have grown into today
Did not get there by chance, no way
I am who I am partly because of you
The changes I see
and what I have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes.
It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together
Either way, we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told.
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that, not even the death
Our feelings might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow
A part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me.
no matter what happens ,that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain.
I will love your forever
For worse or for better

You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart.

I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true.

believe it only if you can please ...

Reo Speedwagon Can’t Fight This Feeling Lyrics

I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I tell myself that I can't hold OUT forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.

And even as I WANDER,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever THOUGHT I MIGHT.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.

And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

Right Now (NaNaNa) Lyrics Akon-

It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
Tryin' to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
Wont be long, before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now
na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two
And we showed our ass that night even said some things weren't true
I can't go and haven't seen my girl since then
why cant it be the way it was
cause you were my homie lover, and friend

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back Im gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple in my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I m gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple in my eye
I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss you lie
I wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
The one that will grind with me
The one that will grind with me

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
I wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
The one that will grind with me The one that will grind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
We need to link up right now na na

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
We need to link up right now na na

hw cud yu 4gv mE ..

I'm sorry
Although I know what the pain feels like I still chose to hide

Finally the guilt ate my soul
I told him,
everything

I really do love him
I'm sorry

I'm sorry for everything I had said,
the thought of me making you sad
I'm sorry I can never make you happy,
inside I feel so damn sadness
I'm sorry I have failed,
never do anything right.

I'm sorry that I had to say sorry
I promise my baby, my love, my world, my perfect angel, my Vb,
also know that I would never say those awful things
what hurts the most is that I broke my promise, made you sad and hurt,
most of all baby I'm sorry that I lied.

;-((

words I say don’t always come out right
and they always seem to start a fight
I know what I say can hurt you
and believe me I don’t mean to

the last thing I want to see is you sad
because I can’t control myself when I get mad
i hope you know that very well by now

everything is happening so fast
how long will it all last
everything is falling apart
it’s ripping my heart

sorry sorry sorry

I'm saying sorry for the things
I have done mainly in the past
I'm sorry that I lied
and I'm sorry for not correcting
when you needed it the most
you were right and you had the right to be mad
and I'm sorry that you are hurt
I'm sorry that I can only see the good
and always try to avoid the bad
thinking its not a big deal
But now I know what i have done
The things I did
how wrong I was
but ...
what can i do now
I wanna make things back to normal
I'm saying sorry for all my mistakes
I'm saying sorry for being stupid
I'm the stupid one
I let you down I hurt you and I feel it deep within me
I made some errors and said something wrong but that’s how life is

Nobody's perfect
me too baba ..
so I'm sorry for that too
And I'm sorry for everything but ...

Please forgive me, if you can
We can change things back to normal
I'm sorry this is not what you want
But it’s the only thing I can think of ..

last

I’m sorry you can’t trust me
And won’t ever let me in
I’m sorry you don’t believe in me
And that I could not win

I’m sorry for not being perfect
And being able to break your fears
I’m sorry for messing up
And causing all your tears

I’m sorry I can’t fix it
And make you want to stay
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough
And now I have to pay

I deserve that
So I am willing to pay ...

so sorry again ;@

My life was complete
But now it's not
I lost it all, because I fought.
You made me alive
Now I am dead
I'm laying here
Crying in my bed
Life is worthless
Why should I try
All I want to do
Is Lay here and die
Before he leaves
One last chance
To turn it around
All I want to do
is hold you tight
And make you happy

That once and for all
I can make you happy
Instead of screaming, yelling
making life crappy
I'm sorry for what I have done
This is coming from my heart
I'm just asking
For a brand new start
For you are my life
Without you I am nothing
So give it one last chance
And I will make it into something
I love you too much
I can't let you go
I wanna look into your eyes
And say I love you so !!

12-01-2010

I know I made a promise
that I couldn't keep.
I can't figure out a way to tell him.

THE TRUTH IS.... And I can't complete my sentence
soon as I find the words I know this would be the end.
I don't want to lose you but deep inside I feel like I already did.

I don't wanna lie to you baby
But i don't know where to start
I started all wrong
But how can I go back

Because if I tell you the truth it is only more and more damage.
Lying from the bottom of my feet to the crown of my head.
Paranoid. Losing Sleep. Over what I did.
Stalling. trying not to think about it. I try to tell myself

I have to tell him the truth over and over again.
I can't shut you out of my heart because you live deep within me.
You know me from the bottom to the top. I can't believe I did this to you
And the longer I take to tell you the harder and harder it gets to breathe
I love you. Trying to cover it up but I feel like....
I feel like.....
Deep inside I have to tell him the truth.
I can't be with you lying like this to you.
I know what I did was wrong.

But I know that I have to
TELL HIM THE TRUTH SOONER THE BETTER.

soRy !

I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you.
I will always love you !!

Leo Sayer When I Need You Lyrics

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be travelin' forever
It's cold out but hold out and do I like I do

When I need you
I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do

Oh, I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day

I just hold out my hands
I just hold out my hand
And I'm with you darlin'
Yes, I'm with you darlin'
All I wanna give you
It's only a heartbeat away

Oh I need you darling

idiOt

Everyday I wake up
Hoping to get a fresh start
Thinking I can undo
The mistakes I've done to you.

Everyday it's the same thing,
My memories come to haunt me.
I never knew it'd come to this
And now I'm regretting it.

Basically I'm saying sorry..
Sorry for my stupidity.
If you find it in your heart to forgive me,

But if you find it too hard to do so,
It's all right,
I was wrong .. it's me..
Me and my stupidity..

im sorry

I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm sorry that I act like i don't care,
I'm sorry for not being perfect,
I'm sorry that I'm a disappointment,
I'm sorry I'm not always honest.
it doesn't mean that i lied always,
I'm sorry I'm not good enough,
I'm sorry I let you down,
I'm sorry for my tears,
And I'm sorry for my fears.
I want to make you love me
like you did once before
I want to make your heart see
what mine is living for.

im sorry

I don’t know how to do it,
But I got to do right,
I need to say I’m sorry,
I don’t want to see us fight.
I remember all the good times we had
I remember our first kiss
I don’t want to have to end it,
I don’t want to see it go free,
I want to be able to feel you lips
Not just in my dreams,
Although I constantly dream of you,
It just doesn’t seem enough,
I want to see you face,
I want to feel your touch,
I miss all the times we’ve shared
And I can’t stand to let it go,
Over something that I did
I really went down low,
I lied to you ,
When I should only be telling truth to you,
And right after I did that
I felt I wasn’t true,
Even though i tried to correct ,
but I didn’t i was scared,
My mistake was,
not telling you truth right away,
It meant absolutely nothing,
I could only see your face,
Running through my mind,
But out of everything I did the most,
The real reason why I cried,
Instead of being honest
I sat there and I lied,
on our anniversary day,
Damn I want to turn back time,
And just tell you what went down,
I wouldn’t be writing this,
I wouldn’t have this frown,
You’d be able to trust me,
You wouldn’t want to leave,
I would be able to hold a smile,
I’d be able to breathe,
Because I did that one thing,
My life is just mess,
Because I lied to you,
I'm suffering from stress,
I’m suffering from a broken heart,
Because I broke yours,
But then karma came and turned on me,
And you messed with vodkas,
Damn that really hurt me,
But I really do get why,
Why you did that to me,
Why you made me cry,
you dont know how much
i hate that vodka drinking sound
I’m not going to pretend,
Pretend that I’m not hurt and sad
Because I really am,
I wish I wouldn’t have lied to you,
I want to make it work
I want to be yours once again,
Cause I only want you
But when I close my eyes,
And I open and your not there,
A tear runs down my face,
I can’t act like I don’t care,
And I hope you come back,
And forgive me for what I’ve done,
Give me another chance,
Give me this last one.

just a wish i know you wont ...

Believe Me Baby (I Lied)

If there ever was a time
That I could use your trust in me
And if there ever was a reason
For me to get down on my knees
And if there's any way (if there's any way)
That you could love me anyhow
If you ever had much faith in me
I could use a little now
When I said it would suit me fine
If you were out of sight and out of mind
That wasn't me talking
That was my wounded pride
When I said I didn't want your love
And you were no one I was thinking of
Believe me baby I lied

Well I got no good excuses
But I got plenty of regrets
And I wish this was some bad dream
I could wake up and forget
'Cause you're the only one (you're the only one)
That I could never stand to lose
You're all I've ever wanted
Baby that's the truth

When I said it would suit me fine
If you were out of sight and out of mind
That wasn't me talking
That was my wounded pride
When I said I didn't want your love
And you were no one I was thinking of
Believe me baby I lied

Hey!

When I said it would suit me fine
If you were out of sight and out of mind
That wasn't me talking
That was my wounded pride
When I said I didn't want your love
And you were no one I was thinking of
Believe me baby I lied
Believe me baby I lied

sigh

I'm not sure of what I'm thinking
maybe I think too much
I'd really like to see you one last time
I lied
i am just a selfish person that's all used up inside
i cant ever forget that
if you can forgive me
for the evil that i have done
I know that you're leaving, you must have your reasons.
I won't try to argue

dares notng vthout yu

Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong
Where it's not enough just be sorry
Every now and then I cry
Every night you keep stayin' on my mind
All my friends say I'll survive
i dont ever think so
But I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart
No I don't see how it can if it's broken all apart
A million miracles could never stop the pain
Or put all the pieces together again
If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart for you

Love still remains, after you're gone
You know I can't smile without you.
I can't smile without you.
I cant' laugh and I can't walk,
finding it hard even to talk.

And I feel sad when you're sad.
I feel glad when your glad.
And you must know what I'm going through,
I just can't smile without you.

You came along just like a song
you brightened my days.
Who'd believe you were part of a dream
that always seemed light years away.

(There's) Always Something There To Remind Me; lyrics

I walk along the city streets
You used to walk along with me
And every step I take recalls
How much in love we used to be

Oh, how can I forget you
When there is always something there to remind me
Always something there to remind me
I was born to love you
And I will never be free
You'll always be a part of me


When shadows fall I pass the small café
Where we would dance at night
And I can't help recalling
How it felt to kiss and hold you tight

Oh, how can I forget you
When there is always something there to remind me
Always something there to remind me
I was born to love you
And I will never be free
You'll always be a part of me


If you should find you miss the sweet
And tender love we used to share
Just come back to the places
Where we used to go and I'll be there

Oh, how can I forget you
When there is always something there to remind me
Always something there to remind me
I was born to love you
And I will never be free
You'll always be a part of me

I'll never love another, baby
I never will forget you, baby
You'll always be a part of me,

Always On My Mind

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied,
i know you will never give
but how can i ever forget what we used to share
so soon ??
Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I make you feel second best
I'm sorry I was blind
now i am awaken and you have gone
so far

I am too late To say that I was so wrong

I'm lyin' alone with my head on the phone
Thinkin' of you 'til it hurts
I know you hurt too,
But what else can we do?
torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart,
For times when my life seems so low
I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right
Believing for so long
What am I without you?
I am too late
To say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I'm reaching for you,
Are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
And what would you say if I call on you now,
And say that I can't hold on?
There's no easy way,
It gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone,

;-((

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know
I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault
I've tried as hard as I can but I can't seem to understand
I guess it's over now you think that my honesty has all run out
I just can't seem to see how the hell i can make you believe
what i am telling is true
there are no lies in my life
no more no more

All Alone Am I ; lyrics

All alone am I ever since your goodbye
All alone with just a beat of my heart
People all around but I don't hear a sound
Just the lonely beating of my heart

No use in holding other hands
For I'd be holding only emptiness
No use in kissing other lips
For I'd be thinking just of your caress

All alone am I ever since your goodbye
All alone with just a beat of my heart
People all around but I don't hear a sound
Just the lonely beating of my heart

No other voice can say the words
My heart must hear to ever sing again
The words you used to whisper low
No other love can ever bring again.

All alone am I ever since your goodbye
All alone with just a beat of my heart
People all around but I don't hear a sound
Just the lonely beating of my heart

After the Love Has Gone

For awhile to love was all we could do
we were young and we knew
and our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For awhile we paid no mind to the past
we knew love would last
Ev'ry night somethin' right
would invite us to begin the dance

Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy was sad
Somethin' happened along the way
and yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

For awhile to love each other with all
we would ever need
Love was strong for so long
never knew that what was
wrong oh baby wasn't right
We tried to find what we had
till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin' happened along the way
yesterday was all we had
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy is sad

Somethin' happened along the way
oh yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Oh oh oh oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Oh woh woh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Oh woh woh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Oh woh woh
Oh woh woh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Woh woh woh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Woh woh woh

I just wanna spend my life with you ; lyrics

Like a dream you can' t explain love can chase a beating of your heart
Like the sunshining in the rain love can make your whole world fall apart

All i wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that I can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

God I love somehow... I just wanna spend my life with you
You can show me how

Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly love is the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can' t control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart

All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

Love is a crazy thing
Its like when you wanna sing
And the words are deep inside your soul
When somebody comes along together you sing a song
You just let the music take control

And i wanted now
i just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

You are my dream my love my life
I just wanna spend my life with you
You are the one that makes me smile
I just wanna spend my life with you

I Want To Spend My Lifetime To Loving You Lyrics

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You


Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

Sean Kingston - Magical Lyrics

It's magical, the way you make me feel inside
Can't let you go, no matter all I try you stay on my mind
I can hold your hands and you can hold mine
Now we can rock until the morning light
If I could I would change back the hands of time
That we can do everything so right

I'm just a thought away for you, babe
I know we had our ups and downs
But we say, it gets crazy
But trust me girl, you can always count on me

‘Cause my love (my love), your love (your love)
Our love (our love), our love is magical
‘Cause my love (my love), your love (your love)
And Our love (our love), our love is magical, girl

Here we go on a roller coaster to paradise
So let me know what it's gonna take for me to free your mind
Tell 'em who's your man, 3 karats on your hand

Introduce you to a brand new life
They don't understand how we can make it last
We don't care 'cause everything's fine

I'm just a thought away for you, babe
I know we had our ups and downs but we say
It gets crazy
But trust me girl, you can always count on me

Cause my love (my love), your love (your love)
Our love (our love), our love is magical
'Cause my love (my love) and your love (your love)
And Our love (our love), our love is magical girl

Say we don't care how you feel (feel)
Your love is magical for real (real)
Say we don't care how you feel, oh no, oh no

Say we don't care how you feel (feel)
Your love is magical for real (real)
Say we don't care how you feel, oh no, oh no

Cause my love (my love), your love (your love)
Our love (our love), our love is magical
‘Cause my love (my love) and your love (your love)
And Our love (our love), our love is magical, girl

Everybody say, now can we all say, hey, hey, hey, hey

truly i lv u

I love holding you, my darling
and I love your gentle touch,
I love your lips caressing mine
with passions I love so much.

I love you for you darling-
Nothing could ever compare.

I promise to never stop smiling
I promise to never stop laughing
I promise to never stop having a good time
I promise to take care of mine

A promise is a promise
once I keep this promise you'll be glad

A promise made is a promise given
Once I keep this promise you'll be seein

Please, just listen to these chords
And know that I am always yours
If you can keep these promises too
the I know I was meant for you.

but it seems you dont even bloody care
i c u
i hear you with vodka bottles
that made me hurt so much
you will never know
how sad i am
i hate that sound

Translation Soba Ni Iru Ne Feat. Soulja

Even now, I continue to think about you
No matter how much we move,
I'm by your side baby, always
Regardless of how we are separated, you are in my heart
But, being without you is so lonely
So baby please, just hurry back home

Baby boy, I'm right here and I'm not going to leave
You know that i love you, so you don't have to worry
No matter the distance,
this heart is not going to change
Don't you understand what I'm saying?
I am waiting for you.

Instead of saying "mmm","Are you well?" and "are you eating enough?"...
Ah damn't, I can't say it after all
Wait until i send my next letter

Although we can't return the time that has passed,
You are still there for me, and dear to me
Although i understand that the distance with you is so far and that you are so busy,
Sometimes I wanted to run away
But whether my eyes were open, or I was sleeping, I wasn't able to leave you
When I remembered you, I cried

Even now, I continue to think about you
No matter how much we move,
I'm by your side baby, always
Regardless of how we are separated, you are in my heart
But, being without you is so lonely
So baby please, just hurry back home

Baby boy, I'm right here and im not going to leave
You know that i love you, so you dont have to worry
No matter the distance,
this heart is not going to change
Don't you understand what im saying?
I am waiting for you.


I am so awkward when you're far away
And you left before I could tell you how I felt
Now I only have the picture album you left behind

Inside that album, I obtain all of my memories
Day after day I see it and, for a moment, I feel your love
And now I continue to wait for your call
And you call my cell phone at the last moment before I fall asleep
( I want you hold you and be with you)
I won't go anywhere, I am right here
But I want hope to be with you
Hey, You understand, right?
I am waiting

Baby boy, I'm right here and I'm not going to leave
You know that i love you, so you don't have to worry
No matter the distance,
this heart is not going to change
Don't you understand what I'm saying?
I am waiting for you.

I am not going anywhere, I am right here
But I continue to search for your face
Even now I can feel your smiling face as I reach out my hand
It's you

Even now, I continue to think about you
No matter how much we move,
I'm by your side baby, always
Regardless of how we are separated, you are in my heart
But, being without you is so lonely
So baby please, just hurry back home

Even now, I continue to think about you
No matter how much we move,
I'm by your side baby, always
Regardless of how we are separated, you are in my heart
But, being without you is so lonely
So baby please, just hurry back home

Translation Kokoni Iruyo Feat. Thelma Aoyama

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you
You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?
I’ll be waiting for you

I’m a bit clumsy, and you are far away
While I struggled to tell you how I feel, you were already gone
Now, what remains of you is inside my albums
These days, radio waves are the only way we can meet
But I can’t see your smiles,

Your warmth, the smell of your hair—I can't quench this longing for you
in the days that pass, I desperately searched for traces of you
The road I used to walk with you just echoes with my footsteps now
But more importantly, how are you? Are you taking care of yourself?
Damn it, the words just won’t come out
I’ll send it next time, a letter from me

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you
You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?
I’ll be waiting for you

The way you looked at the beach in Kamakura, how the waves swallowed the words I wanted to tell you
This is really difficult, even though I’m a man--- the words just won’t come out
Do you still remember? When we went to karaoke together
I wanted to say to you those words in the song I sang, just as they appeared on the monitor
I still can’t forget your smile
From the first day we spent, just the two of us – you were cheerful as if we had met coincidentally
I’ve gone on quite a tangent, but you understand, right? What I’m trying to say?
Shit, there’s no more space to write
I’m sorry, I’ll definitely send this next one

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you
You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?
I’ll be waiting for you

If I had more money, or if I had a more serious job
If I could give everything else up, I would definitely, for you…
But please, don’t ever misunderstand, I hate to make you lonely, but…
While I’m busy, we can’t talk much, but baby believe, this is all for our future
But in reality, I want to see you right now, I want to hold you in my arms
The place you used to sit, next to me, is empty now, there’s no one…
Well, that’s not important, that’s not what I’m trying to say
This is coming so late, but I’ll fill it with the words I wanted to say and send you my unsent letter

Baby girl, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you
You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
You know what I’m trying to say, right?
I’ll be waiting for you

Baby boy, I’ll be right here I’ll be here waiting for you
You know that I love you, so there’s no need for you to worry
No matter how far apart we are, this heart won’t change
Now I can say it to you straight
I don’t ever wanna let you go

Translation Kiss - Kaerimichi No Love Song

The park belonging to the just two of us, reserved for us on the way home.
Watching you being more happy than usual, I asked:

"What would you do if the world disappears tomorrow?"
You didn't say anything and just held my arm tighter right?

Hey, look this way.
Our lips are too close, my heart wouldn't stop thumping.

No matter what you are, no matter when it is, I'll always catch hold of you so,
If your heart hurts and when your tears fall,
Even if all the world turns into enemies, I'll protect you.
I LOVE YOU Words are unnecessary.
You're my last kiss, forever.

The road where we always said goodbye, there's nothing I could do, I know.
You puff out your cheeks, let go of my hands and say "It's time to go."

Hey, look this way to me.
Our lips get closer, my heart wouldn't stop thumping.

Even if it's someone like me, I can get stronger if you're with me.
Love is a wondrous magic isn't it? I'm not afraid of anything so,
Even if all the world turns into enemies, I'll never let you go.
STAND BY ME It can't be just anyone.
I want to stay by you forever.

Ah~ with your innocently honest face you say:
"Hey, if I turn into a grandma, are you still going to kiss me?"
Hey, when that time comes, it's the same for me.
Our joint hands; I'll never let go of it so,

No matter who you are, no matter when it is, I'll always catch of you so,
If your heart hurts and when your tears fall,
Even if all the world turns into enemies, I'll protect you.
I LOVE YOU Words are unnecessary.
You're my last kiss, forever.

Akon : Sorry, Blame It On Me

As life goes on
I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do
Is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
Things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don't want
To take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I�ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage?
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody want to take blame?
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans
I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Thomas Timmy - Dying Inside To Hold You

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes

standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

Chorus
(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same

standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name

Chorus 2x

one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

Chorus (fade

"I Wanna Love You" (Akon feat. Snoop Dogg)

[Akon:] Convict...Music...and you know we up front.

[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Snoop Dogg]
Money in the air as mo’ fell
Grab you by your coattail, take you to the motel, ho sale
Don’t tell, wont tell, baby say “I don’t talk, Dogg unless you told on me” - oh well
Take a picture wit me, what the flick gon’ do
Baby stick to me and I’ma stick on you
If you pick me then I’ma pick on you
d-o-double g and I’m here to put this d*** on you
I'm stuck on p**** and your’s is right
Rip ridin’ the poles and them doors is tight
And I’ma get me a shot ‘fo the end of the night
Cause p**** is p**** and baby you’re p**** for life

[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Akon]
Shorty I can see you ain’t lonely
Handful of n***** and they all got cheese
See you lookin’ at me now what its gon’ be
Just another tease far as I can see
Tryna get you up out this club if it means spendin' a couple dubs
Throwin’ bout 30 stacks in the back make it rain like that cause I'm far from a scrub
And you know my pedigree, ex-deala use to move amphetamines
Girl I spend money like it don’t mean nothing and besides I got a thing for you.

[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know girl

[Snoop Dogg]
Mobbin' through the club and I’m low pressin’
I’m sittin’ in the back in the smoker’s section (just smokin’)
Birds eye, I got a clear view
You can’t see me, but I can see you (baby I see you) -mm
It’s cool, we jet, the mood is set, your p* is wet
You’re rubbin’ your back and touchin’ your neck
Your body is movin', you humpin' and jumpin'
Your t****** is bouncin', you smilin' and grinnin' and lookin’ at me

[Akon]
Girl and while your looking at me I’m ready to hit the caddy
Right up on the patio move the patty to the caddy
Baby you got a phatty, the type I like to marry
Wantin’ to just give you everything and that’s kinda scary
Cause I'm loving the way you shake your ass
Bouncin', got me tippin' my glass
normally don’t get caught up too fast
But I got a thing for you

[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

[Chorus: Akon]
I see you windin’ and grindin’ up on the floor,
I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

girl...

07/03/2010

A moment that I can't explain
A feeling I can't tell
A heartbeat that was so fast
A kiss that was never to be forgotten
I wish I could stop the time so
We can live this moment again and again

so that we don't have to face this sadness day
so that we don't have to feel this pain inside us

you will never understand how i feel
i will never ever know

when i hug you close
and share our very 1st kiss with you
that wasn't a fake
the way i feel about you
that isn't a lie

i know you will never believe that
but i wish if someday i am lucky
you will see that
I am really in love with you
you will never know
the first kiss I got from you was so great
you will never know what i feel
my first kiss from my other half
So that very 1st date you and i were not alone
so you couldn't do what i asked you to do ..
but you said "the one you asked is given"
you didn't know how happy i felt
you will never know baby
And things were going right nothing to hate
So he said" I really like you and you know that."
he knew I was nervous but he really didn't tell
So our lips met and I was in heaven
It felt great
I never told him how I felt but ya should know
So that was my first kiss from you
having to live my life with out you
sadness throughout the day and night
how I feel for you is the most precious thing on earth
our first kiss
I wanted to do it all with you forever
I will always be there for you
Always in my heart and soul forever
you are my only true love
To say I love you is still not strong enough
If there was a way to describe my feelings so much better
i tried so hard
but how can i
i know you wont trust me ..
i am dying in side
that is the punishment i get for what i did
i deserve that
every moment with you is a cherished memory
every word, everything you did
to me there is no one more beautiful
forever living and loving
when thinking how to describe love,
I think for a bit n smile and say the only word is "vb"
that is the only thing comes to my mind
You are the air I breath, reason to live, my destiny
living life with out you is a challenge
that i never willing to do

07-03-2010

its bein a year since our very 1st kiss
but in dat one year
evrytng jst fade away
da way i never xpectd
its my destiny
its my destiny

... or i just made it worst
i should have done the right thing
why did i lie
evryday i keep asking dis ***kin question frm me
but is there an answer for dis ever ...

i wud give anytng in dis world
if i can erase ol my lies
enytng i cud gv olmost everytng


Now I felt so empty and lonely
Knowing that you are not here vth me ..
Wish that you’re here beside me
wish that i could be in your arms
Coz I missed you like crazy
I want to feel your kiss on my forehead

00.35 am

dA way i felt

You always make me feel
that this love is real
You're on my mind
every second that pass by
I need you to know that
I'm so in love
with you

The way you look
into my eyes
Tells me that you love me
for who I am
The way you just sit there (in yr bed)
and carefully listen to
whatever it is I'm saying
makes me feel so good
To actually know that
I have someone by my side
that will take their
time and listen
I had never had that
from a guy before
Baby, I know this love
will grow
You're the one that makes
me feel this way!!!

wn v kiss

each time we kiss
for those few precious moments
it feels like the world was created
for only us
and you for me
and i,you

when we kiss
when we kiss

The kiss you kiss
Feels like a kiss
You kiss holding my soul
With Love you have for me

You hold me close
Don’t want hear anything
Except for the breath
You breath so shallow
A rhythm of a divine

Closing my eyes
It’s a dream come true
A blink of your eyes
Sparkling blink of a star
Just in front of my eyes

Slowly…slowly…you draw your lips so near,
We kissed and tasted the lips of one another,
Soothing, enthralling, what a magnificent feeling.

kiss

COME AND KISS ME, AND SHOW ME HOW YOU FEEL.COME AND KSS ME,AND LET ME KNOW IT'S REAL. COME AND KISS ME, AND TELL ME YOU ARE MINE. COME AND KISS ME,AND TELL ME EVERYTHING'S FINE. COME AND KISS ME,AND TELL ME YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE. COME AND KISS ME,AND MAKE ME BELIEVE. COME AND KISS ME,AND TELL ME OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FADE. COME A KISS ME, AND TELL ME,OUR LOVE CAN MAKE THE GRADE. COME AND KISS ME, AND SHOW ME AND SHOW ME HOW YOU FEEL. COME AND KISS ME, AND LET ME KNOW IT'S REAL.
Im still thinking of the first time I kissed you intimately, it was such a wonderful feeling.Holding you in my arms closing my eyes and kissing you for minutes and minutes!!
never felt so passionate ever before about kissing anyone before. it just took my breathe away!! when will that ever happen again??!! only time will tell. I will keep waiting if I die waiting at least, I know the first time was the best time to do it

for all dat ve kissed before

25 kisses for u,



one,
for d smile u bring to my face wen i tink of u.


two,
for making me love u so much.


three,
for loving me like u do.


four,
for caring so much about me.



five,
for understanding me like u do.



six,
for kissing me like u do.



seven,
for those things we ve shared together.



eight,
for dose sweet words,


nine,
for hiding nothin for me.


ten,
for dose things we ve in common.


eleven,
for trusting me like u do.



twelve,
for introducing me to ur wonderful family.



thirteen,
for touching me with dose magical hands of urs.


fourteen,
for asking for things u know i cant give.




fifteen,
for d trust i have in u.



sixteen,
for dose thing u bought for me.



seventeen,
for dose tyms we ve spent together.


eighteen,
for dose poems u wrote to me.


nineteen,
for dose words of wisdom u gave to me.


twenty,
for dose advice u gave to me.


twenty-one,
for introducing me to ur interesting friends.



twenty-two,
for letting me know u care so much.



twenty-three,
for letting me know wat true love is all about.



twenty-four,
for dose bad tyms we had together.



twenty-five,
for d love we ve for each other